Saturday, 21 October 2017

Time and a rainy day in Maralal


A good three months and finally, here I am again.  A blank word doc opened before me as I sit down to write a blog post.  Wow. I sort of dropped the ball for a few months here.  My rule of trying to put down my thoughts for public consumption at least once a month seems to have gotten stretched out a bit.  I suppose I could start a recounting of where I have been, what I have been doing and why no blog posts in all this time.  But I don’t think I will do that.  At least not in such a straight forward step by step manner.  I have realized that one reason I don’t do so well on regular, routine daily, weekly or monthly posts is that time is not that straight forward for me.  Not linear at all with a progression of minutes, hours, days and so forth.  It is more spiral like.  Twisting back on itself and jumping forward.  I think to myself I will do something just now, and suddenly several weeks have passed.  Or I feel like I have done something a few days ago, but then realize that I have actually only thought so much about doing it that in time reality, not done yet.  And then the spiral effect.  I keep finding myself doing something over and over again, though from a different perspective, higher or lower, which shows me I am actually doing something different, just very similar, to before.  Not just in the normal idea of routine, like eating, sleeping and so forth, which is a normal part of life, but in more profound ways, such as finding myself doing the same overall physical, emotional, spiritual and intellectual patterns of life in an endless series of activities, projects and aspirations.  In many ways the same, but in practical details quite different.  Sometimes it is easier from insights gained before.  Sometimes it is harder having to deal with the same frustrations and challenges as before. 

Right now, at this very moment, I am in the midst of house renovations on a personal level, trying to catch up on an overload of paperwork on a professional level and working hard to get a Rotary project up and running on a community service level.  So much that is the same as past experiences, yet so much newness too.  On the construction front, we are having a new roof put on.  After months of drought here in Samburu, our re-roofing work comes in the middle of a week of massive downpours of rain.  Imagine that.  Some sort of Murphey’s law or something like that.  The workers have been trying their hardest to take off parts of the old roof and get the new iron sheets on in between rain storms, but not always successful.  I came home from a quick trip to town earlier, during which there was a cloud burst, to a lake in my living room.  I had to walk through ankle deep water to get into the dining area and kitchen.  Lovely.  Fortunately, my living room is currently empty so no big issue having a lake in it.  But a bit inconveniencing, to say the least.  The lake was swept out the door and there has been a lull in the rain all afternoon.  As I am writing this, the rain is coming down again and the workers are frantically trying to cover the gaps with the remaining roof sheets.  Quite amusing actually.  Though I will be so relieved when this work is done.  Note to self.  In future renovation projects, do not put on a new roof during the rainy season. 

As for my Rotary project that I see I was talking about 3 months ago with high hopes to get the proposal in and start the work very quickly, time definitely has a way of getting away from one.  I’ve spent the last two or three days working hard with our partner to finalize the application for submission.  As of yesterday, I finally have high hopes that the proposal will get in soon.  By Monday latest??  Anyway, from that time, it could be up to 6 weeks again to hear about its success or if we need adjustments.  So, in this case time is stretching out amazingly.  Still pushing to drill before year’s end.  Fingers crossed. 

I plan on doing flashback reviews of some amazing things that I have seen, experienced, felt, attempted and what not in the last three ‘missing’ months, but for now I will end for a bit.  Kenya is facing a repeat of elections again on October 26th, a quickly approaching day.  I will be going to Ngurunit next week to spend the event there in the peace and quiet of the Ndoto mountains, my place of magic.  We will see what emerges while I am there, and I will get back to you all in the world again soon.  Peace.